ugh. the more comfortable i get with myself, the more frustrated i get. i just want to sit everyone down and say, IM FUCKING GAY! now, let's move on! i've pretty much stopped hiding it, and i answer with sincerity whenever people questions things now, but its still so hard to just come out and say, okay, im fucking gay.
why is it so hard still?! i wish i could wipe away my old slate, and just start new.
i'm gay! i'm still a man, i'm not ashamed, yet i guess i am.